Marian
Sanders sat on her porch. This was the
time of year that she and Harry had always loved. If he were home. But her husband was dead
now, gone to a heart attack at the height of the war.
If
he were here they would sit on the front porch feeling the breeze off the river
just two blocks away and watching the sun make patterns on the grass. He had always said that after the flag waving
that July 4th brought was done and while the street was still trimmed
in bright red, white and blue, was true summer. Now that the war was over, it
seemed somehow brighter. But now there
was no Harry to celebrate with and once more she was embarking on change.
It
was time to have someone new in the house and maybe make up for things. Things she couldn’t bring herself to
contemplate. Things she was hoping
hadn’t happened.
She
went in the house and gathered up her gloves, pinned on her hat and reached for
her purse. Leaving the front door
unlocked she headed out down River Road for four blocks and then turned right
on Bridge Street coming to rest finally at the train station just five minutes
before the train from New York City was due to arrive. Mrs. Schwartz had called
her when she put Mrs. Sanders’ new boarder on the train and told her that the
train, for once, had left Penn Station on time.
She said that the girl seemed highly competent and she had every
indication that she could make the train change in Newark.
As
the train pulled in, Marian rose from her bench and mentally checked everything
just once more to make sure. At times
she felt she was too old for new things.
Everything
had been timed just right and Mrs. Schwartz had done her part. As the train pulled in the conductor jumped
out, turned around and handed down a girl in a faded flowered summer dress with
no hat or gloves but with a wicker suitcase held together with leather belts, a
less-than-stylish handbag and a trench coat draped over her arm.
The
girl didn’t exactly look as if she had spent years in a concentration camp. Though she was thin she was not excessively
so, in fact, to Marian, she looked quite fit.
She did look exhausted and had a slightly otherworldly look about her a
fact that was emphasized by the huge brown eyes that dominated her thin face
under her very short brown hair. When
Marian looked down at the girl’s hands, however, she knew she had hired a
pianist, her fingers were thin and very long.
When
Amalia Schwartz had visited Marian from New York City just last week and
brought with her staples for the girl’s kitchen she had with her only the
written report from the hospital. The
girl was a Berlin native and had spent three years a concentration camp,
finally ending in the last year in a DP rehabilitation hospital outside of Hamburg.
Mrs.
Schwartz had told her that the American Jewish Joint Distribution Committee
were grateful for her offer of the job here in Shad Landing, playing piano at
the High School. It was so fortunate
that when Frau Steinberg had expressed a desire to immigrate, not to Israel
but to the United States, that this job had become available. Then the AJD had dumped her on Mrs. Schwartz
who was connected with the B’nai B’rith, leaving it up to her to resettle the
girl.
Marian,
for her part, had been instrumental in offering the job once she heard of the
girl’s availability as she was on the school board and she also agreed to let
her apartment, recently vacated by two silly girls from Wisconsin who had
worked in the defense factory south of town during the war. A serious 26 year old had to be better than
those two. Anyone had to be better.
The
girl was walking toward her now. Marian
examined her a bit closer. Could she
actually have been married? She looked
at once like a very old woman and a very young child. Her flowered cotton dress was too large for
her. Her thin legs were encased in heavy
woolen stockings which ended in sturdy brown oxfords with a low heel that had
seen better days. She was clean and neat,
graceful in movement and what her next door neighbor, Mrs. Smith would call
“put together” but she didn’t look up.
Her eyes were glued to the ground.
Marian
approached her.
“Frau
Steinberg?”
Helena
looked up for the briefest of moments and Marian took the opportunity to flex
her German.
“Ja.
Frau Sanders?”
“Guten
Tag, Frau Steinberg.”
Marian
offered her hand.
The
girl looked up for just a minute, she seemed startled but did not take Marian’s
hand.
“Guten
Tag, Frau Sanders. But I do speak
English and would prefer it. Also please call me Fraulein Steinberg, I am using
my maiden name.”
Marian
smiled. There was only the slightest
hint of German accent to her largely British English.
“Well,
that certainly makes things easier as I’ve just about gotten to the limits of
my German with that one phrase.”
Helena
must have seen Marian’s surprise at the English accent because she said, “My
mother was from London. I was born in London
and Mama insisted I speak English without an accent.”
“I
was wondering,” Marian said. “Your English seems perfect.
“Thank
you.”
“Let
me show you your new home.”
She
reached for Helena’s suitcase but the girl did not relinquish it and they
walked awkwardly the eight blocks back to the large Victorian house at 252
River Road, not speaking more than a few words and those were just about the train
ride and the weather.
Marian
showed her up the front steps and through the unlocked front door.
They
walked between the dark oak parlor pocket doors on the left of the entrance and
into a large, bright but sparsely furnished room.
“This
will be your apartment. It’s small but
two girls shared it last so it should be adequate.”
“In the back of this room, as you can see,
I’ve added a small kitchen and back here,” Marian escorted her charge through
the door in the rear of the parlor, “is your bed room and bath. The shower doesn’t work but the tub is just
fine. That back door leads to the back porch and the yard. Of course you have the use of the porches and
the yard.”
Marian
studied the girl. She seemed to be
interested in everything around her but she just wasn’t saying anything. There was a long, pregnant pause.
“This
is much larger than I expected,” the girl said almost as if she felt obliged to
say something. “And do not worry about the shower. I do not take showers.”
“I’ll leave you here for a few minutes to
unpack then, shall I? When you’re done
please come out on the porch for some lemonade and cookies.”
The
girl nodded but now was no longer looking Marian in the eye. Marian perceived that it would take a lot to
earn her trust.
Helena
gazed around the room. She would be safe
here. She knew she would. Outside she saw the shadows on the lawn and
the American flags fluttering in the breeze.
The houses were substantial and the people very friendly. Perhaps she would forget everything. Perhaps she wouldn’t pursue Hans. Perhaps she
could create a new life for herself.
(c) 2013 Christina Wible
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